Jacob is really missing his daddy now. Up until now, he hadn't mentioned missing him, but just looking for daily confirmation that it's true that he really is dead. Now, he verbalizes that he misses his daddy, and other things like, "Do you know that I wish that my daddy was still alive?"
He told me a story this morning about how him and his Aunt Jennifer got stuck in her driveway. I asked him when that happened, and he said, "When my daddy was still alive." So apparently now the timeline of his life is based on whether his daddy was alive or dead at the time something happened. As if my heart wasn't already shattered into a million tiny fragments.